Florida Here We Come...

Yes, you heard right...tomorrow we are going to Florida for our vacation! I am so excited I just can't wait. It will be so nice to just relax and try not to think about everything. The whole family is going...my mom and dad, my brother Matt, Susan, Natalie and Parker...and Stuart and I! Natalie is very excited about going to the beach...me too!
I am trying not to think and worry about anything...but you all know how that goes. I am praying these beautiful embryos are still dividing and have implanted. I will no longer be my body's only inhabitant. I am sharing my space with another living, growing human being. My heart will be divided now. Every decision I will make, every action I take, I will consider my child. They will depend on me for everything. The weight of that responsibility isn't light by any means. I pray for wisdom and strength. I know God will give it to me. Lord, right now I want my baby or babies in the safest place he/she can be...I know that is in my womb. I want my home-inside of me and outside of me to be a place where he/she learns about Jesus and feels His presence. I am so thankful that my child will begin his/her life in a home with a family. If only every child were so blessed! Comfort me and give me Your peace.

In Jesus' Name, Amen