Goodness gracious I have been a busy bee this week. I am just trying to keep myself busy with projects and such. Things are going well. I feel very at peace right now with our decisions and with how things are going. We do still have our 3 frozen embryos and we will be trying them sometime. We are just taking life easy and enjoying our time together without all the stress and such.
We all know that having a child is completely out of our control. God asks us to not be afraid or discouraged...this is so hard to do. I know that God is not blind to barrenness. It does give me hope knowing that God chose barren women to give birth to such important people in His plan! That is a comfort. It is just hard sometimes because I wish He would come down and speak to me, or maybe drop a brick down with a note on it telling me what to be doing, if a child is in His plan for my life, when we should stop, if we should stop, when the IVF will work etc.
All we can do is lay ourselves at His feet and wait for Him to give us meaning. Lord, help me to trust Your plan for my life, even when I feel that there has been some mistake. I know there has not been one...it is just so hard to understand!
We are good! We are taking it one day and one step at a time!
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Praying for you and just knowing that God has some great things in store for you...Hang on...to Hope!
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Happy to hear that you are finding some peace among the whirlwind of emotions! I am praying that God will guide you and be a lamp unto your feet as you and your husband walk this path.
God bless you Sarah!! May you find peace and comfort and REST during this time of waiting.
xo
This little post helped me so much. We just had our 3rd failed IUI attempt and my BIGGEST issue during the last 3 years of IF, has been the fear we are going to do something God doesn't approve of or that is out of His will.
Hang in there girl...you are so right, one day you will be overwhelmed with all the blessings He will be giving you. And when that day comes, all your sorrows will be erased!
I love what you said and think it's incredibly true and incredibly hard to do. I commend you and hope that you do find comfort in God. Sometimes knowing God has a plan is the best feeling and other times it's just so frustrating that we can't know what it is!
Dear sister in Christ, Yes indeed he does have a plan which we have to trust, whatever it is. Keep postive!
You're so right, that is all we can do. I sometimes feel with all this technology involved in having kids that its so hard to know sometimes what is Gods will and what is just our will. But i really believe that all these wonderful treatments and options wouldnt exist if God didnt mean them too, and that God does not give us the heart of a mother without a good reason. Lots of love to you!
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